Really God?

"That is what the Scriptures mean when they say, "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love him." ~ 1 Corinthians 2:9

Dear Heavenly Father,

How I love you. How I magnify your name. You are my everything. You are the Source of my existence and I worship and adore you. Father, I write to you because my heart carries a strong desire to be closer to you, but there is something holding me back. I'm not even sure what it is, but I need to break free from it. You have gifted me with many talents, some that I have not even discovered yet, so I am asking for a spiritual cleansing that I may hear and see you more clearly. Let me not be deceived by the worldly ventures of ministry, but give me a heart for you and your people. Bring me back to you. I am longing for my children to have a right relationship with you along with my husband and I. Going to church and Bible study is not enough. God birth in me something that my entire family can take part in as we learn and speak of your goodness to share with others. I believe that your promises are true and that what you have placed in us has yet to be seen or heard. From this moment forward, allow my mind to be transformed and to focus on the things of you. It is my prayer to become more Christ-minded, so that I may delight myself in the things of you. Do it now God! In Jesus' Name.

Love,

Your Girl