Most Precious Heavenly Father, I love you! I thank you for another day at life. I thank you so much for your protection and your provision. God you are truly awesome and worthy of the most highest praise. I come before you God with a heavy heart. You called my Grammy home almost 2 weeks ago and I miss her terribly. I always wondered how I would carry on without her and now my thoughts have become a reality. I realize that you have grown me into a mature spiritual being and I know that her soul rests with you, but I still can't help but miss her. Although I knew that death was inevitable, somehow I always thought that she would be here with me until I was old and gray. Her presence in my life is sorely missed, she held me when I needed to be held, she listened when I needed an ear, and she scolded when I needed to be disciplined. You blessed me with 33 wonderful years of having her in my life and I must learn to trust and depend on you. Lord, I ask that you would strengthen me, heal me, and help me to carry on with purpose. Give me the wherewithal to rear my children up in the way that they should go, just as Grammy did. God, you know she meant the world to me and I'm not having an easy time, but I thank you for this maturation process because I know that in the end, you will get the glory and I'll get the growth. In Jesus' Name.
Love,
Your Girl
